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Friday, May 16th, 2008

I’ve been in a somber mood as of late. Money has been tight like wearing a medium t-shirt, I’ve been trying to move without having found a place to move into and the boyfriend has non-existent in my life for the last couple weeks. And the realization that I haven’t had any ass since December ’07 is making my dick mad at me. 

That suicide is painless, it brings on many changes, and I can take or leave it if I please…

For the last month and a half, I’ve been staying a friend’s house in the city. And I’m so grateful that he’s opened up his home to me, but I feel so fucked up about the situation. There’s something about a grown ass man sitting up in another grown ass man space like he lives there. Also I really don’t know how I can express my gratitude without forking over a wad of cash. Again money is tight. 

That suicide is painless, it brings on many changes, and I can take or leave it if I please…

In the time that I’ve been staying with my friend, I’ve started taking the bus to work. At first I did this because, I was without my car for 3 weeks because bad brakes but now with gasoline running about $4:15 a gallon, I been hopping on good ol’ PACE and CTA. And while public transportation is a good thing, its great for the environment but them bastards made me late to work on several occasions. Late clock-ins mean less money.

That suicide is painless, it brings on many changes, and I can take or leave it if I please…

Boredom has a grip on me. I spend most my time of, either packing or watching progress bars. Bit Torrent has become my new best friend and fuck buddy. The amount of music and porn I’ve download, I mean obtain is scary. I’ve broke the 10,000 mark for music tracks in iTunes and my porn collection has officially because criminal. Essentially I’ve barded my porn to my friend to stay at his place. He’s actually watched one move a night, just about every night I’ve been at his place and he has yet to reach the end of the collection or watch the same movie twice. That’s how much porn I have now. I know I need help.

That suicide is painless, it brings on many changes, and I can take or leave it if I please…

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Darius T. Williams

May 20th, 2008
at 3:57pm

So…we’ve got some catching up to do.

Tony

May 20th, 2008
at 4:57pm

Well you know how to get in touch with me. my info is still the same…

Darius T. Williams

May 26th, 2008
at 12:00pm

I don’t have ur # anymore…what’s your e-mail?

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