being-bitter

2009 In Review

Well New Years is almost upon us and since my ability or inability to post with proper frequency has left this blog lacking any true narrative. So here I am attempting to sum up my year, 2009, in video no less.

Phewy With Love: The Catch Up pt. 2

In the time while I was away, I’ve been trying to get back into the dating scene (as if I ever left it). And dating always puts me in a mood of self-reflecting. I’m single… I’ve been single for the better part of 4 years.Granted I’ve gone out with some cool people, in the last four years, but either nothing ever comes of it, they end up going back to their ex-boyfriends or they’re dating my friends. Its too the point where I’m use to be being a relationship halfway house. Where I pick them up out of the shambles of their failed relationship, rebuild them into stronger more confident people so they can leave me and go back to the exs. And I assure you that I’m not exaggerating, its truthfully happen at least four times. At this point, I really can’t establish any strong emotional connection with anyone I go out with. Maybe I’m a little bitter but I think I’m allowed to be.