2004 August

Hmmmmm…

Where ever I go, drama follows, I can’t help it and I can’t control it but its always there behind like a shadow. The problem always reminds me of that poster whereas the constant feature in all your drama is you, so do we cause our own drama? Are we constantly enveloped with the same persistant factors that are always trying to bring us down. Maybe I’m just on some bullshit right now, but are the shit I’ve been through this week, can you really blame me?

Trying To Be Fired & Arrested At The Same Time

Shit has been brutal here at the job this week. Just when you think everything is brokedown and not running, something else fucks up. There’s a bound of folks here “helping out” from another plant. Pretty much getting int he way and asking too many stupid questions. (Yes, there is a thing as a stupid question) Calling me for every little thing.

Everyday this week I’ve running around trying to be in 5 places at once, busting my ass and folks still fucking complain. Maybe thats what being in an union is for, to sit around on ya ass and bitch bout all the salary people. In 10 years they’ll be replace by fembots so only til then. I truly see that to have any solidairty in this place I’m have to do some janky shit. Ya know some shit that will get me fired and arrested in one swift action.

“They Don’t Know Me Maine”

Look At What I Can Do

Well after being up through the night til 10 in the morning, cussed out Tracy, hurling my alarm clock across my bedroom and break several CDs, I finally upgraded my B2 blog to WordPress. Yea… I gots anger issues.

Anyway, need to thank Karsh for indirectly introducing me to Kubrick. Hope he dont mind that I “yoinked” his header.

Need To Go Home

I don’t mean my apartment, but I need to make some time off and go back to Philly for a few days. Cuz yes I do miss my home and my family. Unfortunately I know Lear wont let me go

Free Astroglide

Someone told me today that I watch too much porn. Which is so far from the truth… If I were to break what I watch in percentages, pretty much 25% of what I is Law & Order, 60% is Cartoons/Adult Swim and the final 15% is pornography. I mean, yeah I have a genetic disposition to perversion but watching porn whether on the Intarweb or my numerous DVDs is not unheathly.

I still function in my everyday life and its not like I’m stroking my shit all the time. That happens in moderating. Like a true social outcast: I watch, I laugh, scan for all the good parts and then go to the start and fast forward to the good shit to jack off. I know I ain’t the only nigga who does it. Well maybe the first to admit it. LOL

Anyway… I was at CVS last night pretty much sucking up my paycheck with a new trimmer, toothpaste and some lube. But of course I got the wrong kind and didn’t notice until I got home. Got the gel and not the regular. Now I can’t take it back and bust myself out for being a perv. So its either throw it out or give it away. So any other perverts want an unopen bottle of Free Astroglide, just holla

BTW West Coast Productions makes the best flicks