2004 August

I Miss My Space

Its been three days. My brother came over on Friday morning and has been here since. Its been three days, and I’m bout ready to put him the fuck out. I feel really guilty cuz I know he’s been bouncing from place to place recently but I miss my space. He’s been on my phone, and its been ringing off the hook, he has my stereo, tv and my dvd player all going at the same time. Maybe I’m justing tripping, but he has gone thought half a bottle of my lube and I dont wanna know why or how, and he smokes… it will take me weeks to get the smell out of all my clothes and furniture. But I digress, cuz I gotta go to work as he sits here eating up all my food.

Updated: Monday 8/30/04 – 11:35pm

I’mma kill him, I swear to go I will fucking kill him. Not only has he drunk up the last of my Kool-aid, my beer, the case of beer thats been sitting in my fridge for 2 weeks, all my Bacardi, my Absolut, this nigga done fucked somebody in my bed. And didn’t even hide or clean up after himself. I’m so fucking fuming I can’t even talk…

I just can’t fucking believe this!

The Black List

Over then years I’m sure you’ve how black people are portrayed in the public eye either by their own means or through the “Mass Conspiracy” conducted by “The MAN.” Don’t you think its time we put a stop these folks. We can’t let them continuely drag the honor and prestige of being Black through the muck. To effective stop the sheer “dumb-fuckery” I suggest that their Blackness be revoke. Not something to be taken lightly, but having someone publicly declared “NO LONGER BLACK” should only happen in reaction and prevention of humilitaion to the black people and allows us to save face. And besides we don’t need Bill Cosby cussing us out anymore.

Who do think/know should have their Blackness revoked?

I Know How I’m Going To Die

I’m gonna overdose on Mountain Dew

It’s What I do

Sometimes you can’t apologize for something you have to do.

I work, I work alot and I have to work alot because I have bills and bills don’t get paid on their own. People say you have a choice in whatever you do, but my choice or work or be poor. What options. I’m losing friends, family, sleep and my sanity because I work seven nights a week. They complain that I don’t call or I’m ignoring them, but where will they be if I was bout tobe out on the streets. Don’t try to make me feel bad for providing for myself, because I have no choice. I can’t be sorry because sometimes you can’t apologize for something you have to do

IE Sucks Dog Balls

If you can get away from using Intiernet Explorer, please fof o Jebus, please do. For some reason IE for windows will not find my host. I can’t ping my site from a windows machine, I can’t even FTP. I thought I was having a scripting issues or I fucked something up within my php but soon as I get home to my glorious Apple PowerBook, nothing is wrong. It opens up just like its suppose.

I hate Mircosoft… I truly do.