Here I Sit Not Doing Shit
Tuesday, May 18th, 2004
by Tony
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Bored, teeth hurt and I’m alone… you think I would be use to it, but I’m not. I rush home from work and there’s no one to greet me. Everyone is too busy and so I’m the odd man out… again. Sometimes I wonder why I do any of this, work my ass off, save my money, try get my shit together and be a good man. Long term goals don’t come fast enough is what I say. I guess it takes a nigga to almost die to see how much he’s worth. So here I sit brokenhearted, all alone and all forgotten.
Melodramatic, is it not? Anyway… just finish playing Final Fantasy XI and I’m starting to get the had of it. I guess it counts as a hobby since Tracy out with family and friends, so I come home and wait to see if I got an apartment or not. So my days are full of fun, 10 hours or work followed by 4 hours of bullshit followed by 5 1/2 hours of sleep and the process starts all over again. The fun never stops for me. Well I got 3 hours of bullshit left, to spend by myself… the melodrama doesn’t stop either.
3 Comments
Derek
May 19th, 2004
at 11:48am
Sorry to hear about your loneliness but I’m lonely sometimes too so you aren’t alone
I know everyone says that but I hope in some small way that made you feel better dawg…I made some changes to my new blog…I hope you like…I was trying to break out and show my creative side…lol
peace
Tony
May 20th, 2004
at 6:02am
I’m cool… when I’m bored and sitting in the house all by myself, my brain starts to ramble on and on and this time it made it to an entry. After I wrote this I got up and when out to get some air and ended up missing A.I.
Tim
May 21st, 2004
at 10:10pm
Now you know you’re never alone. Try callin a brotha sometimes and maybe we can hang out. You know my number…I hope.