2004 March
Wednesday, March 31st, 2004
by Tony
Site down time sucks chesticles but isn’t much I could do about that.
Been thinking bout going back Philly during my vacation, cuz I really need to get some time to clear shit out and I think I can do that back home plus I have some things I need to wrok out with my pops. Been surfing a couple of Airline sites and pretty much if u decide to fly within a week or so, your wallet gets fucked in the ass, prison-style without the vasoline or spit. But I’mma work something out.
I kind anxious bout the interview I have tomorrow. I told my boss that I have a doctors appointment which isn’t really a lie. I do have one, its today and not tomorrow. But hey, I gotta do whats right for me right??
Tuesday, March 30th, 2004
by Tony
My third time trying to write this out, daymn office intranet keeps fucking up, but I digress.
Well I’m feeling much better then I did yesterday. Me and this job have some serious issues and its tme for me to go. I’m already distancing myself from this place and I’m on the verge of just walking out. This pretty much sums up how I feel:
Tony: they were forcing me to work in the area where I had the accident
Tony: so I’m trying to be out
D: really??? wow
D: are you okay?
Tony: no… and I dont want to be here
Tony: but I need money
Tony: so I’m putting this place before my health and I hate each and every one of these muh fuckas becasue of that
D: yea – I feel you…but that’s horrible…especially if they’re making you work where u had the accident
D: That’s not healthy
D: In IL – you can quit and you’re guaranteed unemployment for that
Tony: they’re all like well u have to work through this
Tony: well Indiana is different
Tony: but at least I can quit and not give notice
Anyway, I’ve just realize that my boss must be deaf or something, cuz he obviously doesn’t listen to a daymn thing. Me and my co-worker have to tell him thing 3-4 times. For example I have two network printers on the AS400. Now for some reason the names on the AS400 were switch so what was rider 5 is now rider 6 and rider 6 is now rider 5. It’s simple to understand and it doesn’t matter what printers u have out there but if it’s connected to the one switch it will always be that switch name. Also doesn’t matter if u swap printers out… it’s so fucking simple. But he doesn’t listen. He spends an extra 2 hours of downtime trying to figure out why rider 5 is now rider 6 instead of getting them to work. Aaarrgh
To move on… I have a job interview this week with Horseshoe Casino in their IT department. Bad news is that my interview is at 1 in the afternoon; good new is that Indiana Labor Laws don’t require me to give notice to my employer if I plan on quitting. I’m so temped to be a dick with that. Off to finish this day.
Monday, March 29th, 2004
by Tony
Ain’t feeling to well today folks, I just bout had a panic attack at work and need to get outta there so fucking fast, but atlast I was stuck there until 3. It was not a good feeling at all. I had to go back to that spot again. And stand there as it went back and forth and up and down. I got dizzy and shit, started shaking. I need to get away from Lear for a minute. I’m glad I have vacaion time come on on Easter next week cuz I seriously don’t need or want to be here at this plant. Moms says that I’m suffering from posttraumatic stress and that its okay and normal, but I don’t wanna feel like this. I need to find another job and quick.
Monday, March 29th, 2004
by Tony
Saturday, March 27th, 2004
by Tony
Finally had my drink yesterday. Mostly was up on some Corona but I did have drink or 2 with that Absolut Vanilla. Shit had me buzzing so much my dick got hard. Unfortuantely I’ve been up since 4 that morning and I passed out snoring on my boys couch while everyone played spades. That was some good shit though.
Before I go, I need to speak on this commercial I keep seeing. And I always see cuz I only watch two stations, Cartoon Network and TNT for Law & Order, but there’s this spot for Six Flags where the “Old Man” gets off the bus and starts flailing. Dont know why its so fucking disturbing to me, but it is. Maybe its the remains of the Absolut thats fucking with me.
